My parents could drive you to drink

OK i know most people could say that about there parents but mine mom has been taking the cake as of late. We took my boyfriend's mom (we'll call her Paws for now)with us the last time we had a girls day out and went shopping like we normally do and during the course of the day my mom informed Paws that it wasn't as much fun going clothes shopping for me any more because i was fat now. OK background info I have always been the chunkier one in my class I may not have been fat fat but i was one of the bigger kids. Now a days i don't look at my self as fat fat but more well built. people have tried to guess my weight before and normally come up twenty to forty pounds under. I'm on the taller side with a larger frame and even if i did lose the thirty pounds that i would like to I know that I would never fit back into the size three that my mom says i wore in middle school when I'm pretty sure that at the same time she's thinking of i wore a size twelve dress (something doesn't add up here) My mom on the other hand is about four inches shorter than i am and weights about twenty pounds more than i do so shes not the skinny thing either. I just really bugs me that she is always comparing me to the girls that are naturally stick thin and I will never be that way because of my metabolism which at times is so slow that i think that i am gain weight for food i don't eat. however I am not giving up because now that i have a place of my own I have much more control about what i eat and I'm trying to only eat when I'm hungry I am able to get out on walks more often and now that i have a MP3 player they tend to turn into a three to five mile walk on average so I'm not giving up hope. thanks for reading my little rant and i will try to post again soon for anyone who actually reads this. BTW did i mention that my boyfriend has never commented on my weight and loves me just the way that I am which is nice to know even if if is two inches taller than me and weights sixty pounds less than me (he is a fricken beanpole) but i love him so much. thanks again for reading.

Hey everyone

I'm just an average female in her early twenties figuring on trying this out for shits and giggles. I live in a duplex with my cat and am currently dating one of the most wonderful men in the world. I swear as a heads up and decided to start blogging just as a matter of getting some of my thoughts out in the open. You May or may not like what i have to say so if you have a issue with my way of thinking go screw yourself no one is making you read this. Also i can be very random some days I suffer from ADOS (attention deficit OH shiny). I was born and raised in a small Midwestern town that is apparently "a leap ahead of the rest in business industry and recreation" however by recreation they mean a bowling alley the local beach (at which the water is greener than pea soup) and a large number of bars (somewhere between ten and twenty inside city limits I lost count) I enjoy the outdoors and am looking forward to going camping this summer along with taking some day trips to some of the wonderful state and county parks we have in this area (when I have the time). I work full time @ one of the local business as a fabricator, I enjoy working there because one what we make is a product to help the environment and two I work with a great bunch of people. (sorry if i am to vag with my descriptions I'll admit that i have not read a whole lot of blogs and am a little clueless) hopefully i will get better at this. Well hopefully I didn't bore you to much with this hopefully next time i will actually have something to blog about if anyone has any ideas on what they would like to get my opinion on please let me know ad i will try to accommodate.